Family: *says something racist* Family: *says something sexist* Family: *says something homophobic* Family: *makes fun of people with tattoos* Family: *tells you why you’re bad at life* Family: why don’t you wanna spend time with us?
I sort of feel like creep staring at you while you sleep like I am but my whole life revolves around you. Every thought I have, every decision I make you are the first thought in my head. I think of our life together & while it’s not perfect I haven’t been this happy in years. You’ve changed me & I’ve changed you. You make me smile while I’ve also picked up your bad habits. Not every day is full of sunshine & smiles & happiness but they’re always there. Not every day is easy but we get through it - together. We could be better in our relationship but we aren’t perfect. We accept each other. I accept every aggravating, annoying, stupid thing about you & I wouldn’t change anything. Because I fell in love with you. A man with a fucked up past & with so much hope for a better future. You inspire me. You motivate me to keep fucking trying because you’ve taught me that giving up simply isn’t an option. I love you. & while I know forever isn’t a real thing, I hope to have you by my side for a very long time. So I can see you grow some more. With me. In our lives. I hope you can stick by me through all the tough times to come & all the miracles that will hopefully come our way. I wouldn’t trade you for anything or anyone & I desperately hope you know that. I want to be able to watch you sleep when I can’t for years to come. Because even then you make me smile.